Below are the 8 most recent journal entries recorded in redwineblood's LiveJournal:

Saturday, February 19th, 2005
12:37 pm	little angel sweet princess dark faerie your bloody glitter made me blind dying angel alone on the edge on the jagged edge of suicide and immortality little angel you made me blind. little angel you killed my mind. the cuts fade and you lose the memories of once being mine. only i will remember one day and you'll be just fine. little angel your bloody glitter has made me blind. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, February 18th, 2005
9:36 pm	here's to your simplicity, picking at the wounds once ignored. oh, such beautiful frailty, with black tears in your eyes. you waltzed to the screams of the damned... (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 12th, 2005
10:58 pm	i never asked for perfect i know that perfection lies i never wanted perfect i just wanted you in my life but something must torture me by handing me perfect only to have me killed by it. i never asked for perfect it makes no sense, there's no reason to make me cry not like this... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 6th, 2005
3:24 pm	we've taken things too far look at this, we're reopening every scar we're making a new star to replace our lightbulbs can't even think of you without killing myself can't even think of you.. she's got my soul twisted entwined in her DNA it's all hers now and she'll never give it away knives hanging from ceilings make good toys for our toddlers leave them to play we'll come back again some day we're running away to keep me from killing myself can't even think of you every day we die a bit faster spinning and spinning out of orbit she grabbed my hand and we fell down, we fell down every day we die a bit faster so let's end it all today can't even think of you without killing myself so let's end it all today (Comment on this)
12:00 pm	holding on to dreams they're like memories now holding on to lies it's not my fault i don't remember they dance like balerinas to the hippest of hip hop songs they don't make sense, there words are flooding me the dance like balerinas tippy toes, reaching for my heart the can scratch at the outside but i'm metal, i'm metal it's not my fault i can't let down my guard it's not my fault i forget why i have it up in the first place (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 26th, 2005
8:30 pm	hello again, insanity. welcome back to life. we'll take a stroll, and you'll distort every memory i have. nothing was happy. i never knew happy. love, i know, never existed in my life. how could i forget? this was your game, insanity. you said you'd let me play, so long as i didn't cheat. i guess, believing is cheating in this game. oh, dear... game over for me... fuck it, i quit. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, January 22nd, 2005
9:32 pm	i'm looking like a g h o s t i'm lost again i can't go h o m e when i don't know where h o m e is he steals my life with every k i s s think of it as the last and i'll d i e again i'm an angel with no wings born to d e s t r o y the world and i don't know where home is all i want is to go home (1 Comment |Comment on this)
8:31 pm	i'm that little girl screaming in the back of your head scratching at your wrists i bet mommy thinks you're cutting yourself like an idiot, again and you tell her, tell her the scratches come from the devil in your mind and she drowned herself in wine it was the same colour as the liquid that spills from your heart you can't press rewind not this time, angel your strings are much too tight you're my puppet again we're telling you how to act but you swear you feel fine it's all flowing down now you're crying again but you swear you feel fine maybe you like the pain and you like being out of your mind and maybe you like being mine (1 Comment |Comment on this)