i'm that little girl

little angel

Sat, 19 Feb 2005 17:39:48 GMT

sweet princess
dark faerie
your bloody glitter
made me blind
dying angel
alone on the edge
on the jagged edge
of suicide and immortality
little angel
you made me blind.
little angel
you killed my mind.
the cuts fade
and you lose the memories
of once
being
mine.
only i will remember
one day
and you'll be
just
fine.
little angel
your bloody glitter
has made me blind.

Sat, 19 Feb 2005 02:37:43 GMT

here's to your simplicity,
picking at the wounds once ignored.
oh, such beautiful frailty,
with black tears in your eyes.
you waltzed to the screams of the damned...

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 04:01:13 GMT

i never asked for perfect
i know that perfection lies
i never wanted perfect
i just wanted you in my life
but something must torture me
by handing me perfect
only to have me
killed by it.
i never asked for perfect
it makes no sense, there's no reason to make me cry
not like this...

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 20:36:32 GMT

we've taken things too far
look at this, we're reopening every scar
we're making a new star
to replace our lightbulbs

can't even think of you
without killing myself
can't even think of you..

she's got my soul
twisted entwined in her DNA
it's all hers now
and she'll never give it away

knives hanging from ceilings
make good toys for our toddlers
leave them to play
we'll come back again some day

we're running away
to keep me from killing myself
can't even think of you

every day we die a bit faster
spinning and spinning out of orbit
she grabbed my hand and
we fell down, we fell down

every day we die a bit faster
so let's end it all today
can't even think of you
without killing myself
so let's end it all today

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 17:03:28 GMT

holding on to dreams
they're like memories now
holding on to lies
it's not my fault i don't remember
they dance like balerinas
to the hippest of hip hop songs
they don't make sense,
there words are flooding me
the dance like balerinas
tippy toes, reaching for my heart
the can scratch at the outside
but i'm metal, i'm metal
it's not my fault i can't let down my guard
it's not my fault i forget why
i have it up in the first place

Thu, 27 Jan 2005 01:32:18 GMT

hello again, insanity. welcome back to life. we'll take a stroll, and you'll distort every memory i have. nothing was happy. i never knew happy. love, i know, never existed in my life. how could i forget? this was your game, insanity. you said you'd let me play, so long as i didn't cheat. i guess, believing is cheating in this game. oh, dear... game over for me... fuck it, i quit.

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 02:35:36 GMT

i'm looking like a g h o s t
i'm lost again
i can't go h o m e
when i don't know where
h o m e is
he steals my life
with every k i s s
think of it as the last
and i'll d i e again
i'm an angel with no wings
born to d e s t r o y the world
and i don't know where home is
all i want is to go home

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 01:35:54 GMT

i'm that little girl
screaming in the back of your head
scratching at your wrists

i bet mommy thinks
you're cutting yourself
like an idiot, again

and you tell her,
tell her the scratches
come from the devil in your mind

and she drowned herself in wine
it was the same colour
as the liquid that spills from your heart

you can't press rewind
not this time, angel
your strings are much too tight

you're my puppet again
we're telling you how to act
but you swear you feel fine

it's all flowing down now
you're crying again
but you swear you feel fine

maybe you like the pain
and you like being out of your mind
and maybe you like being mine